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Sunday SHMILY Report

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Psalm 80:1-87:7
“Blessed are those who dwell in Your house, ever singing Your praise!” Psalm 84:4

Happy SHMILY Sunday folks! Here are this week’s SHMILY’s:

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Someone’s plate after dinner.

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There’s nothing like a heart in your yarn stash!

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My baby girl reading ALL BY HERSELF! This has been a major struggle for us this year.

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That’s one bold outfit!

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One happy puppy.

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A rainbow on the way to a monumental service at church.

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My very own daily planner all for myself! SO EXCITED!  Click here to get one of your own!

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Sean’s plate at lunch smiling at me.

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Hee hee new floor here we come!

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Knochel TEAMwork!

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11pm last night, it’s starting to come together!

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Two Cents

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“Show me Your unfailing love in wonderful ways.” Psalm 17:7 NLT

“Wondrously show Your steadfast love” Psalm 17:7 ESV

Now normally I try to avoid the verses I’ve already written about in order to give you fresh manna. However, I came across something today that I just HAD to share with you!!!

show me your unfailing love in wondrous ways Ps 17 7

Over the last few weeks I’ve been doing a SHMILY Sunday post. I share pictures from my week where God has shown me His unfailing love in wonderful ways. (If you’re curious where the name SHMILY came from, here is my original post where I explain in detail, but in short it stands for See How Much I Love You.)

Today as I was juuuuust dipping my toes into the Living Water of today’s Word of the Day I came across a footnote that blew me away. I mean, here is a verse that has literally changed my entire life and the lives of several others and I learn something NEW about it???

The first time I came across Psalm 17:7 I read it in my NLT pocket Bible, with no footnotes or commentary. Today I found it in the ESV that translates it much like the NLT except for the order of the words, but that’s where the footnote comes in. The phrase, “Wondrously show” can also be translated, “Distinguish me by”. Making it possible to translate Psalm 17:7: “Distinguish me by Your unfailing love”!

To demonstrate God’s love distinguishing us, I immediately thought of what happened to Sean yesterday at the gas station. And so I asked him to write this one up for you. 😉

“I went into a gas station to get a fountain drink. My daughter went in with me so I decided to get one for her too. We approached the counter and the attendant rang us up. The total was $1.71. I handed her $2.00 and said I had a penny, thinking I would get less change back. 

Well before I paid her, another gentleman came up and started talking to her. I don’t know if she was distracted by the other customer, or didn’t understand what I had given her, but she only gave me $.28 in change. She shorted me $.02! 
Since it was only two cents, I wasn’t that worried about it. However when I turned around, I saw two shiny pennies, laying on the floor just inside the door. So I just bent down, scooped them up and continued on my merry way.”
SHMILY!
Sure, it’s only two small pennies, but it SHOWS us that God cares about the little details in our lives. I mean, you want to talk about attention to detail, fingerprints, hair count and numbered steps! (See “What is Man that You are Mindful of Him“) We certainly could have lived without those two pennies in our pockets. BUT GOD wanted to show us that even those two cents we had been shorted, He could, was willing to, and would restore. And really, if you think about it, if He can, is willing to and will restore two pennies then would He, being God – the Creator and owner of everything seen and unseen, not also restore to us the much larger amounts that have been shorted us if we ask? (And trust me, I have been asking lately!) Especially since He knows we need them (Matthew 6:32).
The first time I found Psalm 17:7 I was wowed by its concept and prayed it for myself. I loved the idea that God is willing to show me His love in a way that was unique and special to me. That verse taught me that Jesus loves ME and He wants to show me that love, not in an ordinary way, but a WONDERFUL way. And right then and there I prayed, “Lord, show ME Your unfailing love in wondrous ways.” And later that morning I got an apple with pink swirls and a heart at the core (see Unfailing Love for pictures and the whole story).
So today, reading it again with fresh eyes and new meaning I am realizing that not only is He ready and willing to show ME how much He loves me, but He’s ready and willing to distinguish me from the world by that very same love. He wants to show the WORLD how much He loves.
He wants to show YOU how much He loves YOU!
He wants to set YOU apart from the crowd and show them how much He loves YOU.
So I think that it’s only fitting that like my first time, we pray the scripture. Shall we got boldly before the throne and ask so that we may receive? (John 16:24  James 4:2)
“Lord, please distinguish me by Your steadfast love. I know that you do it every day, but I pray that You would do it in a NEW way today, one that is special and unique to ME. And I pray that You would open my eyes to SEE IT and recognize it for what it really is when it happens. In Jesus’ name. Amen!”
(Maybe this will be a new recurring theme for our little blog. 😉 )
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Steadfast Love: Sunday SHMILYs

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Psalms 9:1-16:11
Psalm 13:5-6 ESV “But I have trusted in your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in your salvation.  I will sing to the Lord , because he has dealt bountifully with me.”

It’s Sunday and that means SHMILYs! This week started with

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Pancake batter and

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Crumbs on the cutting board.  The next morning there was a bloody nose

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And a heart leaf as we were getting ready to leave.

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At lunch with the ladies from church, God showed me how much He loves me from a heart on a lamp shade.

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Some spring cleaning bright a smile to my face…. even if the tossed boxes didn’t approve. 😉

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One afternoon after school we went for a walk with Skippy, that seemed to bring out a LOT of smiles!
When Sean got home I noticed a typo on his shirt! He’d been wearing it all day!

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(This is NOT Zach!)

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On my way to Greek class night I even got to keep my sunroof open! But then the next day brought THIS!

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Where did all that color go? Thankfully it didn’t last long. Whew!

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Night I got a two for one special, a smile in cheese

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and a single drop of water that fell into the shape of a heart! I have to admit this may be an all time favorite for me.

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A smile in the melting snow greeting me on my way to work Thursday morning.

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This Apple was a special one because it’s not mine it’s Anna’s! She bit into it, saw the heart and yelled, “mommy! mommy!” As she ran across the room to show me. I delighted in the excitement of her discovery.

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I laughed at how God had led me to pull out a pie on pi day (3.14), I do so love His sense of humor!

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Mmmmm…… a “Hearty” Saturday morning breakfast of praline biscuits. Then onto some long awaited painting getting finished!

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As I was cleaning up I found this!

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If you look closely in the bottom hand corner you can see it in the picture before this. The roller had started slipping off the end on the handle so I had used the bag on the floor to straighten it, twice. Then when I was getting ready to close up the paint I took off the spout and tossed it over by the bag. I came back later and saw how it had fallen.

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Ahhhhhhh! The view from the couch with everything, well mostly everything back where it goes. (All the stuff under the window is new flooring, the next step in the spring project list.)
Well, that was my week in review! 🙂
So what were your moments this week where God showed you His heart or smiled at you? Did you take a walk in the spring air? Did you see a face smiling at you from the melting snow on the ground? Let’s sing of His steadfast LOVE!

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Sunday SHMILY’S

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Proverbs 14:1-17:28
“The light of the eyes rejoices the heart,
    and good news refreshes the bones.”
Well folks I am officially without a computer for the next few days. My brother the computer guy has taken it to see what he can do with it, if anything. So it’s just me and my phone for the moment. Oh how I will miss the tap of those keys under my fingers! It is such a bliss to me.
Anyway today is Sunday and that means a review of those great pictures God gave me this week. Moments that spoke His love for me through the faces I hold dear. 🙂
Like this one, Anna learning that she can roll her tongue. 

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My sweet Skippy dog sunning in the window. 

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A heart shaped potato skin. 

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And some MELTING snow in the shape of a heart. 

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An attempt at patching Anna’s pants with crochet that failed miserably, but it made me laugh.

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A smiley face.

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Hmmmm….. Maybe not quite smiling, but a face nonetheless. 😉 with a heart for an eye!
The GORGEOUS sunset on my way to Greek class Tuesday night. The streaks through the sky started to look like an eagle in flight after awhile. So I just had to stop to take a picture even if it meant being a little late for class.

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That look from the puppy boy that says “I love you, thank you for taking care of me”.

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It’s a little hard to see but, a heart shaped smudge on the glass as I’m sitting down for devotions.

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Again, kind of hard to see, it’s sideways, a face in my hamburger! I ate it anyway.

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A clean -er living room! (If you’d seen it before you would be impressed trust me.)

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A heart shaped rock that I’ve driven past for almost 7 years and never noticed it had a heart face until this week!

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The carrying on of a Friday night tradition my mom started when I was in high school. Make your own pizza night!

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A heart in a low moment when I needed a pick me up. He’s good like that.

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Smile my friends! God loves YOU! 

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Prayers Please

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“one who sows righteousness gets a sure reward” Proverbs 11:18

Folks, I could really use some prayer. I am under some extreme spiritual attack. It’s been going on for a month or more now, but I’m coming to the point where I’ve become weary and less able to withstand the battle. I’ve started having trouble sleeping. My computer has been throwing extreme fits. My house has become a complete disaster area due to negligence and winter being so extreme. The list could go on and on, but I’ll really just give you that much to work on. I have noticed from past experience that great breakthroughs generally follow fierce spiritual attacks like these. I have also noticed that I have 84 days left in my “Write through the Bible in a Year” challenge from the LORD. Now friends, I have been working on this for the last 3 years and have never been this close to actually accomplishing the goal. Not ever.

Judging by the fierce spiritual attack I’m guessing that this is a challenge that Satan REALLY doesn’t want me finishing. Well, he doesn’t get to win. I said I was going to do this and I’m going to. Period. There are so many days, especially lately, when I have been so tempted to write nothing, or I have simply run out of time to write anything halfway meaningful. At one point I thought I was done writing and I was planning on just re-posting all of my original writings. But then when the time came to do it, I just couldn’t. I couldn’t stay away that long.

For whatever reason I don’t fully understand, God wants me talking to you all every day (except Friday). He wants me sharing my life and many of my deepest thoughts and emotions with you. (And some of you are people I’ve never even met in person before!) Yet I trust Him and His plans for me. I trust that perhaps something I say will be meaningful to you in some way, shape or form. At least I hope and pray that it is anyway.

I guess what I’m saying is that Satan is heavily tempting me to give up and I need your prayers to pull me through. As much as I LOVE writing, there’s only so much interference a person can run before she wears out and has nothing left to give. Although, those are generally the moments that you tend to get the most from me it seems. So maybe this right now is extremely beneficial to you. I can only hope so anyway. I have a lump in my throat the size of Houston right now trying to fight back the tears that are threatening to spill over and betray my frustration. I feel like things are unraveling before my eyes and there’s nothing I can do about it but watch it happen. And yet, who is to say that that’s not a GOOD thing? Maybe the very thing that is unraveling is the very thing that’s been blocking me from the next step. Maybe this thing that is unraveling has been the very thing that has been binding me up from moving forward. So perhaps as disconcerting as this feels maybe it’s the best possible thing that could happen for me. I mean God does say that He works ALL things for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose. (Romans 8:28)

GOSH it feels good to get all this out! I love you guys! Thanks for always being here for me… even though most of you are not physically HERE with me, like, ever! 😉

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Love Letters

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1 Peter
“Let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious.”
A wise person once told me, when I had writers block, to be still and let God write love letters to you for awhile. So that’s what I did today. I went through and picked out my favorite pictures from this week, my love letters from the LORD.
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Continued technical difficulties…. sigh…

Ok folks, so I had some poor planning and didn’t have a post prepared for Saturday before I left for the conference. I’m sorry, please forgive me. So, here is the Word of the Day for Saturday:

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John 11:38-14:14
Then I get home and I still can’t seem to connect to my home internet, go figure. So here is today’s Word of the day:

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John 14:15-18:18 (from my phone.)
On another note, I want to welcome all our newcomers who signed up during the conference! I thoroughly enjoyed worshipping with you this weekend! I don’t know about you, but my life was touched and changed through Jesus. I apologize to you that this is your first devotional you are receiving from me, and here it is just the readings. But I guess it’s good that you get to see from the very beginning that I am NOT perfect in any way shape or form. I am a frail and weak human in desperate need of an amazingly strong and powerful God who is desperate for a relationship with YOU! And I can hardly wait to tell you more about the God I love.
I love you all so much!
Oh, and if you could please pray for God’s perfect resolution to this internet connection problem I’m having, that would be really great! Thank you! The prayers of the righteous avail much!
Love,
Tamar

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Welcome to the family!

Quick announcement! Today at my grandpa’s funeral his next door neighbor gave her life to Christ!!! I would love love love it if you all would give her a quick shout out and welcome Micki to the family of God!

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Toothless Tiger (small Hunger Games spoiler alert!)

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(If you want to skip the spoiler, go straight to paragraph 2.)
This Memorial Day, I have taken the rare opportunity to immerse myself in fiction. I have spent the majority of this day in the world of Panem fighting the Capitol with Katniss Everdeen a.k.a the Mockingjay. She’s the face of a rebellion against the slavery that has been enforced by the Capitol for 75 years. The Capitol has taken absolutely everything she holds dear. Her family, her friends, her home they have turned them upside down. They have even succeeded at turning the man she loves against her to the point that he sees her as an absolute threat that must be killed. The Capitol has brainwashed him to the point that he really believes she is the one who killed his family and friends, not them.
This is where I am the books, blown away by the mind control of the enemy. In these books, the Capitol has used the people’s TVs to convince them of their impotence against the Capitol. They’ve used the Hunger Games to force the people of Panem into constant submissive fear. They fear the Capitol’s Police Force, their children’s names getting picked for the games, never having a full belly. And as I read I can’t help but think of the mind games Satan plays on us. The strings he pulls to make afraid to leave our homes, afraid to take that crucial step toward freedom. He crouches at the doorway like a roaring lion, a toothless Tiger as harmless as a kitten playing with a ball of string. Yes he still looks ferocious and terrifying enough to keep us from taking that step towards rebellion and freedom.
Will there be a battle to gain that freedom? Absolutely! But there’s already been one, on the cross at Calvery. We need only to step up and claim that victory as our own. We have to gather together the courage to take that step toward freedom. That’s the one thing He can’t do for us. He won’t force us to accept His gift of salvation. Neither does He force us to claim his victory as our own. He simply waits patiently on the other side of the door, encouraging us to take that step. Willing us to believe Him and His words of Truth over the Toothless Tiger’s.
Honestly I think that is what Jesus longs for more than anything else, for us to believe Him. Not just in Him, but to believe Him. To trust His Word, His Spirit’s leading and comforting us every step of the way. To believe the life-giving truth that Jesus loves us, I mean really loves you … personally. And that everything He did, does and will do is completely out of an intimate love for you.
That my friends, is the stuff rebellion is made of. It started  at the cross and hasn’t stopped since. Rebellion against Satan. And the weapon we weild is a weapon of Love and Truth.
Jesus loves you.
Take a step through that door past the kitten and into His arms – you will never regret it.
Not ever.

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Pig Pen

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This is the sight that greeted me as I walked into the bathroom to get ready for bed tonight. I turned to my husband and said, “That girl,” our daughter, “just can’t help but leave a mess behind her can she? I’m going to start calling her Pig pen!” And I was only half joking. Yet part of me smiled as I looked at her clothes shed for her nighttime bath. Someday there won’t be a little blonde-haired girl running through the house half-naked and dripping a trail through the living room and giggling as she goes. Someday our house won’t be the loud chaotic mess it is now. It will be quiet and things will stay where I put them. Some days that thought thrills me… others not so much.
Someday I’ll walk through this house and it will be clean, no traces of sticky finger prints on the windows or door knobs. There won’t be any dirty socks stuck between the couch cushions or any toy trucks to stub my toe when the lights go out. My house will be quiet and clean… maybe a little too clean if you ask me. For years I fought the mess with everything I had in me. Some days I still do, but not usually.
Yes, tonight as I brushed my teeth I smiled at the mess and, of all things, thought of Thomas’s famous statement of doubt. “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.” (John 20:25) Thomas wanted to see the scars, the mess left behind from the cross. He wanted the proof that it had really happened,  that Jesus had really been there at the cross and come back. And he wasn’t disappointed either. Eight days later, Jesus came to him in a locked room and told Thomas to touch His scars and believe. Jesus kept His scars from the cross, He’s God, He could have easily erased them from His resurrected body but He chose to keep them. Why? Because they are the proof, the only proof, that He truly hung on the cross and died. They are proof that He came and conquered Death itself. They are proof that He has overcome the trials, troubles and tribulations of this world and won. Which means that we can too.
Paul tells us in 2nd Corinthians chapter 4 verses 16 through 18, “do not lose heart. Though our outerself is wasting away our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing us for an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient but the things that are unseen are eternal.”
Whatever you’re going through today, a messy house or cancer treatments, it won’t last forever.

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