In this you greatly rejoice, even though now for a little while, if necessary, you have been distressed by various trials, so that the proof of your faith, being more precious than gold which is perishable, even though tested by fire, may be found to result in praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ; 1 Peter 1:6-7
Take a break from reading today. Go outside, if you are able, and spend some time in prayer. To God your faith and your time with Him are more precious than gold. Today, be still and know that HE is God. Get alone and silent and spend time with Him in prayer. Talk about the things that you trust Him for… and especially the things you don’t and why! Most of all breathe! You’re over halfway through! You can do this my friend! We’re praying for you!