Writing Through the Bible in a Year

The Fruit of Life

I deeply apologize for the tardiness of this post. However, I really wanted to do this message justice and to do that, it took me all day long. I pray that it blesses you more than it did me!


Ezekiel 12:17-16:34

Ezekiel 16:1-14 has always been one of my favorite passages because of the tenderness we find in it. We discover God’s gentleness with His precious bride and the romantic in me has always been in love with it. But today, as scripture often does, it fell on me with amazing freshness and depth.

“And as for your birth, on the day you were born your cord was not cut, nor were you washed with water to cleanse you, nor rubbed with salt, nor wrapped in swaddling cloths. No eye pitied you, to do any of these things to you out of compassion for you, but you were cast out on the open field, for you were abhorred, on the day that you were born.” Ezekiel 16:1-5

When we accept Jesus as the Truth and allow Him to be our Lord and Savior, we are re-born from the Kingdom of Sin into the Kingdom of God and made new creations. This morning the Holy Spirit showed me that this is exactly what happened when Adam and Eve accepted the lies of Satan. The two who had been born into the Kingdom of God, were re-born into the Kingdom of Satan. They had done something that once done can’t be un-done. They opened a door to the darkness that they couldn’t shut.

My son is 11. He’s nearing “that age” when we’re going to have to educate him about certain things, you know what I mean. But we hesitate to do so yet because he is in such a blissful place of innocence right now. He can see things around him, or hear things around him that might make him wonder a little, but because he doesn’t know about them he doesn’t pay that much attention to them. BUT. Once we inform him of the “birds and the bees” his eyes will be opened and there will be no turning back. He will see everything around him in a completely different light. And after that conversation he will never be the same. He will never think the same way, he will never see things the same way because then he will no longer be innocent of these things and he will understand things that he doesn’t understand now. He will have eaten from the tree of KNOWLEDGE, and there will be no going back into that innocence he has now.

I believe down to the depths of my soul that that conversation with Satan is what opened their eyes. That while there was a physical fruit tree they ate from, it was the conversation they had, under the tree, with the father of LIES that was the forbidden fruit. It was under that tree they were introduced to Satan, pure evil himself. They swallowed his lies, his half-truths and over exaggerations and their eyes were opened to the fact that this world contains more than just good. There is evil too. And that day, in that bite of eye appealing fruit, they learned something that changed them. Their eyes were opened and they suddenly saw everything around them in a completely different light. After that conversation we would never be the same. We would never think the same way; we would never see things the same way because we were no longer innocent. Their innocence was shattered and could never be pieced back together.

The presence of God entered the garden and caught the trio red-handed. And this is the part that never fails to get me, God Himself performed the first animal sacrifice that covered the sin of Adam and Eve hiding their naked shame with animal skin. (Genesis 4:21) They were driven from the Garden covered in the blood of that birth into sin, covered in that shame that can’t be erased covered in those freshly viewed images of themselves that once seen can not be unseen. They were covered in all these things because they had removed their covering of God’s grace over them. They had removed the covering they had been born with and replaced it with this new birth of sin.

While God had originally formed them so lovingly and with such tenderness, their birth into sin was brutally harsh and abrupt. Satan, who didn’t care for them one iota, didn’t take the time to cut their umbilical cord, or wash the blood of birth from their bodies with words of tenderness and love. He didn’t rub them with salt to keep them healthy or wrap them in swaddling cloths to keep them warm. He didn’t pity them or have any compassion for them, he just watched as they were cast out of the garden into the open field because their new father (Satan) hated them from the moment they were born into his kingdom.

Boy, if that isn’t a great place for a BUT GOD, I don’t know what is!

BUT GOD “passed by [them] and saw [them] wallowing in [their] blood, [He] said to [them] in [their] blood, ‘Live!’ [He] said to [them] in [their] blood, ‘Live!’.” (16:6)

Our Father who is in heaven, hallowed be His name, refused to sit idly by and do nothing about Satan stealing and then abandoning His beloved children. They had been sold into slavery to sin, but He brought up for them a deliverer! He attacked every false god of Egypt and parted the Red Sea for them. He gave them the Law of Moses as a guardian to help them grow in their relationship with Him and to help them come to the end of themselves and realize their intense need for a Savior!

In the midst of the Garden of Eden there was another tree. I imagine that it might not have been much to look at from the outside; unassuming in stature and leaf. Yet we know that it contained the fruit of LIFE EVERLASTING!

While the forbidden fruit looked good for food, delightful to the eyes and would make one wise – the wisdom of the world is folly. It looks beautiful on the outside but is rancid on the inside. However, the fruit of Life [Jesus, in case you were curious] was said to “have no form or majesty that we should look at him, and no beauty that we should desire him”. (Isaiah 53:2) The fruit of Life might not have looked like much on the outside but it is BEAUTIFUL on the inside, through and through!

Psalm 149:4 says, “For the Lord takes pleasure in his people; he adorns the humble with salvation.” When we eat the fruit from the tree of the crucifixion, it’s our sins that die. When we eat the fruit from the tree of His stripes our diseases are healed, It was on that cross and through that empty grave that God spread the corner of His garment over us and covered our nakedness. He made a vow to us and entered into a covenant with us and we became HIS again! He bathes us with the water of the word and washes off the blood of sin. He anoints us with the oil of gladness through His Spirit and clothes us with the embroidered cloth. He shods our feet with FINE leather gospel shoes and He wraps us in the fine linen and silk of the royal priesthood. He adorns us with ornaments and expensive jewelry like a Beloved Bride. He places a beautiful crown on our heads and feeds us with fine flour and honey and oil; His Son, our manna from heaven, our daily bread. (Ezekiel 16:14)

Through Christ the lost have been found and brought back home to their Creator who loves us dearly, tenderly, sweetly and completely. Praise be to God!

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Believe Jesus, be Saved


Ezekiel 7:14-12:16

“Then He said to me, ‘Son of man, have you seen what the elders of the house of Israel are doing in the dark, each in his room of pictures? For they say, ‘The LORD does not see us, the LORD has forsaken the land.'” Ezekiel 8:12

“Then He said to me, ‘The guilt of the house of Israel and Judah is exceedingly great. The land is full of blood, and the city full of injustice. For they say, ‘The LORD has forsaken the land, and the LORD does not see.'” Ezekiel 9:9

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Brightness


Ezekiel 2:1-7:13

“Blessed be the glory of the LORD from its place.” Ezekiel 3:12

I had to laugh this morning. God is so amazingly awesome! Yesterday’s reading was supposed to be Exodus 39:1-40:38
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Ezekiel 1:1-28, but I only read the end of Exodus. I have the daily readings marked in my Bible and I had forgotten to write “to finish go to Ezekiel”. But my Oops was a VERY purposeful thing by God. It made yesterday’s reading 2 columns shorter, which I needed yesterday for timing. Then, it made today’s reading 2 columns longer, which I NEEDED today! J It also created this beautiful pause between days that allowed yesterday’s message to sink in before I entered into today’s. “Blessed be the glory of the LORD from its place [IN ME].”

What was it that we learned yesterday? The glory of the LORD dwells in ME! And then, those 2 columns from yesterday that didn’t get read until today are a physical description of the glory of God seated on His throne, which dwells INSIDE us!

“And above the expanse over their heads there was the likeness of a throne, in appearance like sapphire, and seated above the likeness of a throne was a likeness with a human appearance. And upward from what had the appearance of his waist I saw as it were gleaming metal like the appearance of fire enclosed all around. And downward from what had the appearance of his waist I saw as it were the appearance of fire, and there was a brightness around Him. Like the appearance of the bow that is in the cloud on the day of rain, so was the appearance of the brightness all around. Such was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the LORD.” Ezekiel 1:26-28

The mention of “the bow that is in the cloud on the day of rain,” calls back to Noah and the ark! In Genesis 9:11-17 God says,

“I establish My covenant with you, that never again shall all flesh be cut off by the waters of the flood, and never again shall there be a flood to destroy the earth.” And God said, “This is the sign of the covenant that I make between Me and you and every living creature that is with you, for all future generations: I have set My bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between Me and the earth. When I bring clouds over the earth and the bow is seen in the clouds. I will remember My covenant that is between Me and you and every living creature of all flesh. And the waters shall never again become a flood to destroy all flesh. When the bow is in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and every living creature of all flesh that is on the earth.” God said to Noah, “This is the sign of the covenant that I have established between Me and all flesh that is on the earth.”

As I writer, the things I write are from my heart, they are dear to me. Yet there are times when I go down rabbit trails and write things that are dear to my heart, that I need to say and hear, yet they stray and distract from the core of the message and as a good writing teacher I’m forced to delete them. There is no way to describe how difficult this is to do. It’s editing, plain and simple, but it’s not simple, it’s hard!

God created and CARES about all that life that was deleted in the flood. There is no way to imagine how hard that was for Him to do. But it was necessary in order to get the core of His message across to “all future generations”. There is an ark of deliverance from the complete destruction of the wrath of God, JESUS!

And in today’s reading we find that God didn’t just rely on the rainbows that we see from time to time, to remind Him of His promise to us. He SURROUNDED His very throne with a rainbow in order to remind and comfort Himself that He would never have to do that again. He wants to be constantly reminded of the promise He made to us; the promise of the hope of salvation through Christ and His eternal Grace.

That flood destroyed ALL flesh from the earth, yet God circled Himself with the promise of that crown of thorns that sat upon His own brow in order to reverse the curse and save ALL flesh from complete destruction forevermore. And because “it is FINISHED” (John 19:30), the glory of His promised Spirit lives in us and surrounds the throne in our spirit with that very same rainbow of promise!


JESUS IS ALIVE!

He is risen from the grave, our debt has been paid, His flesh took the punishment for our sin.

YOU HAVE BEEN REDEEMED!

And He LIVES in YOU! Praise be to God! He is our shield and rampart, our fortress of strength when we are weak; and He lives in us!

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Full of Glory

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Exodus 39:1-40:38

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“The glory of the LORD filled the tabernacle.” Exodus 40:34

Did you know that you are filled with My glory? In the desert Moses, which means drawn out of the water, finished his work. And then My presence, or glory, filled the tent. On the cross Jesus, who is the Living Water and the Word, cried “It is finished”. And then on Pentecost my presence, or Spirit, filled the Disciples’ tent, or body.
On that day Peter, My rock, stood up and explained to the crowd what was happening and how they too could receive my promised gift of the Holy Spirit,
” Repent and be baptized everyone of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of your sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the promise is for you and for your children and for all who are far off, everyone whom the Lord our God calls to Himself.” Acts 2:38-39
This promise, my promise of My Spirit to dwell in you and guide you into all truth all your days, it is for YOU. It is a promise for your children and their children, and their children’s children, and every far off generation until the end of time.
I am your gift, your very great reward and I will never, no more ever,  leave you or forsake you because I love you with an everlasting love you could never understand. I am proud of who you are. You are mine and that is the only thing that matters to Me. You are my Beloved forever.

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Stirred not Shaken


Exodus 35:20-38:31

“All the women whose hearts stirred them to use their skill…” Exodus 35:26

I have trained you up for THIS purpose and for THIS time. No one else is exactly like you. I have placed specific skills within you for a reason and when I stir your heart to use those skills it’s because I want to use YOU. And while it is possible for Me to use anyone else, I don’t want to use just anyone, I want to use YOU – the one I created for THIS purpose to use at THIS time. However, as always, you have the ability to tell Me, “no”. At which point I may use someone else, I may not. But either way you’ve missed out on the blessing of being a blessing.

There are things I want to use you for today; are you willing to let go of your comfort zone and your inhibitions in order to allow Me to use you to the fullest extent? I love YOU, will you let Me show you how much?

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3,000

I’m so sorry I didn’t get this out to you yesterday!!! I had it written and typed and all ready to go, it just never got sent and I thought it did! Eep!


Exodus 32:1-35:19

Today’s reading contains several of my favorite stories. So it was hard for me to choose just one to talk to you about. But when I went back to re-read it the story of the Golden calf was the one that I just had to re-tell because it’s arrow pointing forward to Christ was the strongest.

The story of the Golden Calf has always been one of my favorites because of Aaron’s reaction when Moses comes down the mountain and sees what he has done.

“Moses said to Aaron, ‘What did this people do to you that you have brought such a great sin upon them?’ And Aaron said, ‘Let not the anger of my lord burn hot. You know the people that they are set on evil. For they said to me. ‘Make us gods who shall go before us. As for this Moses, the man who brought us up out of the land of Egypt, we do not know what has become of him.’ So I said to them, ‘Let any who have gold take it off.’ So they gave it to me and I threw it into the fire, and out came this calf.'” Exodus 32:21-24

Yeah Aaron, you just threw the gold in and a CALF popped out! Suuuure. It honestly just cracks me up, every time. Maybe it’s the mom in me and all the times I’ve heard my kids come up with excuses like that. My favorite was when I noticed a cut in the hem of Anna’s pants. When I asked her how that cut got there she said, “The scissors did it”. It’s so pathetic that we laugh, but it’s honestly how we think when we’re trying to back pedal our way out of trouble. We often spit out the first answer that comes to our mind and then as soon as it’s out of our mouth we think better of it. But it’s too late because it’s already out. We’ve all been there and done that, hopefully a long long long time ago.

But it’s the thing after Aaron’s lame excuse that should really get our attention. Moses stands in the gate of the camp and says,

“Who is on the LORD’S side? Come to me.” And all the sons of Levi gathered around him. And he said to them, “thus says the LORD God of Israel, ‘Put your sword on your side each of you, and go to and fro from gate to gate throughout the camp, and each of you kill his brother and his companion and his neighbor.” And the sons of Levi did according to the word of Moses. And that day about three thousand men of the people fell. And Moses said, ‘today you have been ordained for the service of the LORD each one at the cost of his son and of his brother so that he might bestow a blessing upon you this day.” Exodus 32:26-29

It’s here I have to point out something very interesting. From the very beginning of the book of Exodus the people of Israel have been mumbling and grumbling and doing all kinds of things to make the LORD angry. Yet NONE of them died until the Law came down the mountain. And on this day when the Law came down the mountain 3,000 men lost their lives. That number is important because it’s the arrow.

There is another instance in the Bible when someone comes down from God and 3,000 men are affected. Do you know where it is?

Turn to Acts chapter 2 verses 1 through 41. Please take the time to read it here.

Coincidentally, Pentecost was the celebration of the Law being given by Moses. So here we are years and years later. Jesus has come, laid down His life on the cross, come back to life, shown Himself to His followers for 40 days, & told them to wait for the promise of the Father. So the Disciples are hanging out in Jerusalem, basically minding their own business waiting for this gift that God the Father has promised them. Pentecost comes and they’re all gathered together celebrating it as good Jews would have when this sound like a mighty rushing wind fills the room, tongues of fire come and stand on their heads and they all start speaking in different languages. The promised gift of the indwelling of the Holy Spirit has come! And boy did He come with a bang didn’t He!?! It’s almost as if the finger of God came down and wrote something within each of their hearts… (Hint, hint, that’s precisely what He did; and so very much more!)

“I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.” Ezekiel 36:26

“For this is the covenant that I will make with the house of Israel after those days, declares the LORD; I will put My LAW within them, and I will write it on their hearts. And I will be their God and they shall be My people.” Jeremiah 31:33 & Hebrews 8:10 & 10:16

So while Pentecost is the day the Jews celebrate the Law being given, for the Christian it’s the day we celebrate the SPRIT being given.

In the giving of the Law, while Moses was up on the mountain receiving the Law from God the people were down playing with fire and gold and sinning their little hearts out. In the giving of the Holy Spirit, Jesus was up on the mountain BEING the Law from God (Matthew 5:17) and the Disciples were down being filled with fire and gold and their little hearts were being cleansed from all sin!!!!!

But wait! It get’s better! The similarities don’t stop there! After Moses came down and caught them red-handed he called for those who were on God’s side and told them to go from gate to gate and kill their brothers, neighbors and friends. After the Holy Spirit came down He called for the Disciples to go from one side of the globe to the other and SAVE their brothers, neighbors and friends! AND at the end of that day in Exodus when the final death count had been taken there were 3,000 men dead. But at the end of that day in Acts when the final re-birth count had been taken there were 3,000 men SAVED!

Seriously, how awesome is our God and how lucky are we to be living in a post-resurrection era??? It’s no wonder Paul referred to the Law as the ministry of death!

“For the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life. Now if the ministry of death, carved in letters on stone, came with such glory that the Israelites could not gave at Moses’ face because of its glory, which was being brought to an end, will not the ministry of the Spirit have even more glory? For if there was glory in the ministry of condemnation, the ministry of righteousness must far exceed it in glory. Indeed, in this case, what once had glory has come to have no glory at all, because of the glory that surpasses it. For if what was being brought to an end came with glory, much more will what is permanent have glory. Since we have such a hope, we are very bold., not like Moses who would put a veil over his face so that the Israelites might not gaze at the outcome of what was being brought to an end. But their minds were hardened. For to this day, when they read the old covenant, that same veil remains unlifted, because only through Christ is it taken away. Yes, to this day whenever Moses is read a veil lies over their hearts. But when on turns to the Lord, the veil is removed. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.” 2 Corinthians 3:6-18

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FREE BOOKS 8/1/13-8/5/13!


Exodus 28:30-31:18

I am so excited to share with you that book 2 of the Jesus Loves YOU series is now available in print

and Kindle e-book!

With this book I pass my last high watermark from Season 1 and my attempt to write through the Bible in a Year! Yay! While I read and wrote a lot farther than this book covers, that was as far as I published.

To celebrate this achievement I am offering the first e-book of the Jesus Loves YOU series for FREE from 8/1/13-8/5/13! Click on the book cover and it will take you to Amazon where you can order yours NOW. If you don’t have a Kindle e-reader you can download the free app here to use on your computer, tablet or even your Smartphone!

I would really appreciate it if you would spread the word over the next few days and get as many copies out there as possible. I need some reviews on Amazon and I’ve heard this is a great way to do just that.

So after you read if you would kindly take the time to write a review I would greatly appreciate it!

Enjoy your free books!!! May God richly bless your time with Him through them!

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Building the Tabernacle


Exodus 25:10-28:29

“Then you shall erect the tabernacle according to the plan for it that you were shown on the mountain,” Exodus 26:30

I am so in love with the Holy Spirit and His companionship in my life! There is never a dull moment around here because the Holy Spirit’s one of those teachers that can take something as seemingly boring as the details of how the tabernacle is to be built and turn it into something applicable for my life personally TODAY! The Word of God is alive and active and sharper than a two-edged sword, but when paired with the Holy Spirit, the Word of God is never dull! (I would say pardon the pun, but I TOTALLY intended it!)

You see, God has plans for me. He has plans for YOU. He has plans for our welfare and not for evil, to give us a future and a hope. When we call upon Him, and come and pray to Him, He hears us. When we seek Him with all our hearts we will find Him. (Jeremiah 29:11-13) And when we draw near to Him on the mountaintop through prayer and daily Bible reading He shares those plans with us. It’s amazing!

In today’s reading we find two instances where God, in His instructions on how to build the tabernacle, refers to the “plan for it that [Moses was] shown on the mountain”. (26:30 & 27:8) So here we find that God has shown Moses “the plan”, whether he’s gotten to go visit the heavenly version of the tabernacle or just see the blueprints for it, we’re not sure. But we can infer by the scriptures that he has been shown a picture for it, he’s been given a vision on how it’s supposed to look when finished.

Proverbs 29:18 tells us that “where there is no vision, the people perish; but he that keepeth the law, happy is he.” (KJV) And I have found this proverb to be so true! When I’m moving forward but I haven’t received “the plan” yet, I make myself sick with worry that I’m going to do it wrong. OR, I’ve received the plan (aka His command or law) but I’m not following it, I make myself miserable trying to do things my way instead of His. Ahhhh…. and therein lies the rub. Because, while God is usually more than happy to share His plans with us on the mountaintop, Satan is always more than happy to steal them as soon as we get back down and try to carry them out.

Satan is doing everything in his power to stop us from carrying out God’s will. But he can’t curse what has been blessed by God. He can try, but he won’t succeed. Especially if we understand the way things work around here and remember WHO is in charge.

We are children of God (John 1:12) we are co-heirs with Christ (Romans 8:17) WE are the authority over Satan and his minions, NOT the other way around. Just look at the reaction of the seventy-two disciples that Jesus sent ahead of Him into the surrounding cities.

“The seventy-two returned with joy, saying ‘Lord, even the demons are subject to us in your name!’ And He said to them, ‘I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven. Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. Nevertheless, do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.” (Luke 10:17-20)

My friends, I would like to point out that this was BEFORE the cross, before the resurrection and before the Holy Spirit had been given to them!!! And these were not the top twelve disciples either. These were the guys that were left over after the twelve had already been chosen. That means that this is a gift that is TOTALLY available to us now. Any of us. Whether we feel like we’re in the top twelve or the bottom seventy-two, if we have chosen to follow Christ we have been given dominion over the Enemy!

In the Garden of Eden God cursed the serpent and told him that while he would bite our heels, we would crush his head. (Genesis 3:15) Wouldn’t you say that this statement from Jesus (Luke 10:17-20) would be a fulfillment of that curse upon the serpent and his descendants?

 

So yes, while Satan may be doing everything in his power to foil our plans to glorify God, his power is nothing compared to the power living and breathing and dwelling within our chests! We have been given power and dominion over Satan. We have been given a direct line to the King of kings and the Lord of lords. We have been given HIS SPIRIT to tap into at any point that we choose.

There is NOTHING that Satan can do to you. Except convince you that none of what I just told you is true. And that’s precisely what he does. He convinces us that we’re powerless against him. That there is no way that we will be able to accomplish whatever task God has placed before us and has asked us to help Him with. Sure He could do it on His own, but then we wouldn’t be part of the blessing or the miracle and He wants to include us in them because He loves us. So He takes us up onto the mountain, shows us the impossible plan, then sends us back down the mountain to carry it out. Where we find we can’t; not by ourselves anyway.

And that’s the whole point. His plans for us are not small, they are not insignificant, they are not minor, they’re IMPOSSIBLE. And the ONLY way that we can accomplish them is to call on Him for help with every single step of the process. Why? Because while we’re building the tabernacle, He’s building us.



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YOU are Made in His Image

Exodus 21:17-25:9

“‘All that the LORD has spoken we will do, and we will be obedient.’ And Moses took the blood and threw it on the people and said, ‘Behold the blood of the covenant that the LORD has made with you in accordance with all these words.'” Exodus 24:7-8

Moses covered the people with the blood of the sacrifice in order to seal the covenant. God covered Adam and Eve’s sin with the blood of a sacrifice, just like He covered YOUR sin with the blood of Jesus’ sacrifice on the cross.

On that day Jesus gave up EVERYTHING to be the perfect sacrifice for you so that you could once again enter into the Garden of Eden without fear of death or shame. While the Israelites through countless generations had to offer up sacrificial animal after innocent sacrificial animal, time and time again. Jesus’ blood is so much more effective than the blood of bulls and goats. While the blood of animals is innocent, it’s not knowledgeable. The animals have no choice in the matter; they are grown to be killed as a sacrifice. Jesus on the other hand, not only had choice, he had will. In the Garden of Gethsemane on the night that He was betrayed He had every opportunity to run and hide from the guards and avoid the inevitable. But He didn’t do it. He chose to do the hardest and most horrible thing that anyone in all of history ever has or will ever have to do. He BECAME the sacrificial lamb, perfect and spotless. He CHOSE to offer Himself up for YOU in order to spill His perfect blood for YOU and cover over your sins so that you could once again enter the presence of God without fear or shame. And what’s more, He made a way for you to be in His presence and never leave it again by giving up His Spirit at His death so that He could come and live in your heart all the days of your ETERNAL life!

Now THAT’S my GOD! He is no longer a God who, because He is just, is forced to push His Beloved Ones away. He is a God who calls us each by NAME to His lap on His throne.

Sunday after church I went up to the speaker and hugged her with every fiber of my being and thanked her for giving the message of His heart. He wants us to worship Him.

My friend, do you know what worship is? It’s drawing near to God. It’s touching the hem of His garment, hearing the beat of His heart as you lean against your Papa’s chest and twirl His long white beard in your fingers. It’s singing until there is no breath left in your chest because it’s heaving with sobs of gratitude for being allowed to enter and just be in His presence. It’s lying down on your couch and just thinking about how awesome He is. He DIED for you. No matter what hard or painful things are going on in your life, just that one Truth is enough to bring you to your knees in gratitude if you allow that Truth to sink in and consume your consciousness. He died for YOU. Who else in your life can you say that about? He died so that He wouldn’t have to spend another single day without you in His presence.

And the awesome thing is, through the gift of the Holy Spirit living in your heart, He is with you EVERYWHERE; whether you’re hanging out at the beach or a strip club, at church or a bar. It doesn’t matter where you are, what you’re doing, or who you’re with Jesus is always with you. You need only to acknowledge His presence wherever you are.

And the thing is, the more you acknowledge His presence in your life, and the more time you spend in His Word the more you begin to recognize His voice and feel his gentle (and sometimes not so gentle) nudges. And the more you get to know Him, the more you begin to care about how He feels about you. And the more you care about how God feels about you, the less you care about how others feel about you. Until you get to the point when you can sit on a stage, a weeping sobbing mass of tears and look out at your friends and say to them, “I don’t care what you think of me.” And really mean it.

Suddenly you will find yourself standing next to a giant of a man with an incredibly intimidating voice telling you something that lines up with the letter of the scripture, but not the spirit and simply nod your head and smile at him letting him think you agree when all the while you’re standing there thinking how sorry you feel for him that he just hasn’t discovered that point of Grace yet. You find yourself standing before people in earthy authority over you saying something to you that a few years earlier would have sent you fleeing to your room in tears for weeks, now rolls off your back like water on a duck.

(All personal experiences, by the way.)

I am amazed at how far I have come in four short years of studying the Word of God like a good student studies for finals. I have spent concentrated time in the Word of God and discovered parts of His heart scattered through it like gems in a mine. The more I read the more I find, and the more I realize how little I know. Yet when I look at me and the person I am today I can honestly say that I am not who I used to be. I have been made new! But the funny thing is, I’ve been new all along! It’s just taken me a long time to discover who this new me is and what she looks like and sounds like. And I know that I will continue doing that throughout the rest of my life! And the really cool thing is, I’m Him. The more I discover about Jesus the more I discover about myself. I was made in the image of God! YOU were made in the image of God!

You know how you can try something on at the store and love it. And then try it on again when you get home and it just doesn’t look the same in your mirror at home as it did in the mirror at the store. Usually it’s the angle of the mirror and the difference in lighting that makes things look differently.

So often, Satan tries to get us to look at ourselves through his mirror, through his way of thinking. He plants seeds of Doubt and Shame and Fear into our minds to make us think less of ourselves than we should.

But God wants us to see ourselves through His mirror. He wants us to remember that we were made in God’s image that through the blood of Christ we have been forgiven completely of any wrongdoing that we have or EVER will do. He wants us to remember that we are the children of God Almighty, King of kings and Lord of lords! We were LOVINGLY knit together in our mother’s womb by the hands of the creator of the UNIVERSE with such tender care that each and every one of us is DIFFERENT. God didn’t just stick Adam and Eve into a Xerox machine and hit the copy button, He took the time, and care and love to make each and every one of us individually according to the way HE wanted us to turn out. We’re all fearfully and wonderfully made in His image, yet all DIFFERENT; because, not one of us can accurately portray all of Him at once.

How great is our God that He is ONE God with so many aspects to His character that He has to fill the Earth over and over again with all these different parts of Himself throughout thousands of generations! We’re all pieces of Him!

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Psst! Come Near!

Exodus 17:1-21:16

I was paid one of the highest complements yesterday. I was quoted from the pulpit, in a positive light! I’ve been serving on the praise team for a few months now in this new church. And a few weeks ago I was approached before church and given a challenge to do something I was already doing. I took it as a complement, but at the same time my flesh wanted to be insulted by it. Because although I knew I was already doing this, it apparently wasn’t coming across as though I was.

I took this burden up onto stage with me at the beginning of service and began laying it on the altar as I sang. And of course, the more I sang the closer I drew to God and the brighter His light shone on the truth. I am doing what He wants me to do and no one can ask more of me than that.

In that moment, right on stage, I fell to my knees in gratitude and revelation. And through the tears that streamed down my face and blurred my vision I looked out at the congregation and told them about the first time I got up on a stage to sing for a praise team and really wanted to raise my hand in praise but I was too terrified to do it. Inside I wanted to lose myself in praise of Him, but outside I was afraid of what everyone watching me would think. “Oh, she’s just one of those crazy hand-raisers.” And then during the song, the Holy Spirit said to me, “I know you want to raise your hand to praise Me, go ahead and do it.” “But LORD, they’re watching me!” And He said, in one of the most pained voices I’ve ever felt, “Are you ashamed of Me and what I’ve done for you?” “NO!” I thought as my hand shot up in the air where it has stayed ever since.

As I told this story to my congregation I explained how, as they could see (indicating my prone position on the floor with tears streaming down my face), I’m not worried about losing myself in worship of Him anymore because, “I don’t care what you think of me”.

They laughed, and some of my friends even clapped. Well, apparently that really stuck with the speaker because she used it for a part of her sermon this week.

Part of today’s reading reminds me of this.

“And the Lord said to Moses, ‘Go down and warn the people, lest they break through to the LORD to look and many of them perish. Also let the priests who come near to the LORD consecrate themselves, lest the LORD break out against them.’ And Moses said to the LORD, “The people cannot come up to Mount Sinai, for you yourself warned us, saying, ‘Set limits around the mountain and consecrate it.'” Exodus 19:21-23

In the Garden of Eden Adam and Eve walked with God and talked to Him face to face without shame or fear of death, yet here we see the LORD telling His people to “stay back” and “don’t come near or you will die”. What
happened in the time between to cause such a change of reaction from God? Well, Adam and Eve chose to believe Satan instead of God. This caused them to hide from God rather than run to Him when He entered the garden. It also resulted in the first bloody sacrifice in order to cover their naked sin with animal skin. (Genesis 3:21)

Yet still today there are those who run from the presence of God rather than to Him. Why?

Perhaps, they haven’t been introduced to the Truth yet.

His name is Jesus.

“I am the Truth, the Way and the Life. No one come to the Father except through Me.” – John 14:6

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